It's no lie, lately I have been slacking. I have fallen back into my chocolate addiction. I am happy to say though that now that I have eaten it all, there is NO MORE chocolate in my house, and I am RE-dedicating myself to Shakeology. One of the great things of Shakeology is that it is CHOCOLATE!!! I'm going to do a cleanse to put myself back on the right track, and I am excited to start taking some before pictures, as I am also about start p90x for the summer!!
This summer is all about making the right decisions. It is NOT going to do me any good to just quit now. I've lost 60 pounds, I've been the same weight for over a month, and I'm getting discouraged. But to be completely honest (because lying isn't going to help me) I haven't put all of my effort into loosing weight like I had when I originally started this journey.
So what should I do from here on out? Well for starters I'm going to fulfill the things that I have stated and promised people. I am going to order p90x, I am going to get myself back on track, and I am going to make this an awesome summer! I am sad that most of my friends are gone, and by far my closest ones have returned to their home for the summer, and I could use that a an excuse, something to fuel my depression, but instead I'm taking it as a challenge. I so badly want my friends to return after the summer and look at me and say "WOW! Wendy you did it!! You look amazing!" I've already been told I look good, (which my self esteem still challenges) but I DO AGREE that I look a HECK of a lot better than I did 60 pounds heavier.
I hope everyone knows that you are NOT the only one that struggle with weight loss. I fall off the horse too, but what matter is if you keep pushing forward.
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